Confusion of the Paradox
The confusion of the paradox you find yourself in is that you are in an incarnation that’s totally dedicated to the preservation of its own separateness, and at the same time, you are awakening to the realization that the entire domain of separateness is but another illusion.
So you find yourself marching in the opposite direction of everything you’ve learned, against everything your body is telling you, against all of the deepest structures of the ego.
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